Prologue The Forgotten Question

This is the start of a book about Respect…

Respect for the Process…

Respect for what Life offers

 The Red Thread is Feeling Betrayed

again and again and again…

 Am I betrayed? Yes.

Do I betray? Yes.


But is what I state true?

Am I really? Do I really?

Why does it keep happening?

What is the deeper meaning behind it?

What about the Undercurrent?


In this book I use 49 existential question

to find possible answers and deeper questions.


My main teacher is Arbaham Joshua Heschel as he expresses himself

In ‘God in Search of Man: a Philosophy of Judaism’published by

Farrar, Strauss and Giroux, 1955, 1976, New York